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[Sunday
March 19th, 2006
9:47am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | rascal flatts - what hurts the most ]

- welL its been a good long month again since ive updated, and well once again, alot has happend since the last update, but i hate updatin this thing so ill put everything in short terms and leave ya with a few quotes. . me and ethan are NO longer dating.. haha which me and ethan are better off friends, and we are still goin to PROM together.. which should be great, i got my dress, shoes, earrings everything.. im very excited, but ethan on the other hand hasnt got anything... haha.. but thats alright were goin like next weekend, but we still got the pictures and flowers to worry about and prom is like a month a way.. not very long, but i cant wait :) and were still friends. . we realized being friends was the best thing for us, but it was fun when we hung out and stuff.. hes soo funny :) and i know what half of you all are thinkin.. oh god her and brian are datin again haha.. nooo... were still friends, and well yeah we still argue sometimes.but i think we just do that cause were use to it, haha..& we still hang out every once in awhile...  but it wont be the same as we once datin.. and hopefully it wont ever be like that haha.. cause we are better off now then what we use to be.. and well alot of stuff has happend between him and other girls & me and other guys.. but were cool and we try not to talk about it.. but still its hard, well at least for me.. and he still brings shit up!. i like being SINGLE tho..its ten times easier then havin to deal with all this shit with relationships.. but last weekend.... that was a GREAT weekend :) me and all the girls hung out and brian too..not goin into detail tho..but i didnt go to bed till 6 in the mornin?? sheww.. LONG night and then i also went to bristol to see the hills that have eyes which was a good but sick movie haha.. and well this past weekend has been alright.. friday kicked ass i spend the night with kacey & me her and andrea had some fun haha... and last night went to see shes the man .. which was also a great movie haha..Cheerleadin tryouts for varsity is april something.. soo that should be good..and well track has started.. and im doing really good.. im runnin the usual 100 & 300 hurdles, relay, long jump & tryin out the high jump and triple jump this year..so cant wait to see how that goes... im also ready for SPRING break..  i think a bunch of us are goin with keisha to the "pink Palace" ...its freakin  awesome looking haha.. but hmmm i think thats about it for right now.. so ill leave ya with a few qu0tes :) 




there`s a point in life when you get tired of
chasing everyone && trying to fix everything
but it`s not giving up it`s realizing that you
don`t need certain people & all of their bullshit


Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don’t, and believe that everything happens for a reason.If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.Nobody said that it’d be easy,
But it will be worth it in the end....


im standing on a line between giving up
& seeing how much more i can take.

Maybe you want it
Maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from



iF y0U L0VE ME - SAy iT
iF y0U TRUST ME- DO iT
iF yOU WANT ME- D0 iT
CAN'T LiVE WiTH0UT ME- PR0VE iT

So don't tell me I haven't been good to you.
Don't tell me I haven't been there for you.
Just tell me why nothing is good enough.

Why can't you have me and be happy at the same time?

I wish I knew how to quit you."

There's a plus side to having nothin;
you cant loose it


 

People don't change things..
Things change people


WHAY iF i'M A BITCH; y0U'RE A WH0RE...
AND PERSONALLy...
i'D RATHER BE KN0WN F0R WHAT i D0, N0T WH0 i D0

THERE'S A DiFFERENCE BETWEEN L0VE && LiKE,
WR0NG && RiGHT. NEVER RUN iF Y0U'RE N0T READY T0 STEP,
&& NEVER F0RGiVE iF y0U'RE N0T READy T0 F0RGET


y0U KiSS A HELL 0F A L0T BETTER THEN y0U LiSTEN
MAyBE THAT'S WHy i CAN'T GET EN0UGH 0F y0U;; iT'S
TRUE WHEN THEy SAy 0LD HABiTS ARE HARD T0 BREAK,
BUT y0U ALWAyS REMAiN N0THiNG BUT My M0ST
TEMPTiNG MiSTAKE

THE SEC0ND CHANCE MEANS N0THiNG
iF N0THiNG WAS LEARNED FR0M THE FiRST 0NE 


Don't waste your time worrying about boys -- boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you -- chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you -- you affected their lives, they didnt affect yours. Waste your time with friends -- live for the moment. Laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, 'cause your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends, you have everything.
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[Saturday
February 18th, 2006
11:24am]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | dirty little secret ]

well its been a pretty good while since ive actually updated this thing, almost a month i guess? and well al0t of things have happend.. and i dont feel like givin every little detail, but the main things are... well i started datin ethan on valentines day, and we had a good one together.. he sent me a big things of flowers and a bear to school.. which was like the sweetest thing ever,  it was weird actually bein treated different for once on a holiday, yeah things are alot different from how things use to be when i dated brian, but it was for the best, me and him havent talked for a pretty good long time, not even look at eachother, but i realized it makes things easier that way.. he started talkin to one of my friends    and well ive been talkin to ethan for a long time.. we just kinda fell apart after a year and something,  and im not goin to lie about not having any feelings for him.. shit me and him have through alot of shit together but i guess that there will always be that little feeling for him, not so much as what i use to feel about him but hes moved on and so have I, so i guess im completely okay with it.. i wanna give ethan a chance cause right now hes awesome & we have alot of fun together and stuff its jsut weird being with someone totally different then him but in a good way haha... i just hope me and murphy can become friends after we get over the hard feelings haha... but anways enough about this shit, me and morgan have been hangin out alot here lately like always.. and were gettin our old friend back, MS. Lauren fowler haha.. i love that girl, and well me kp morgan danielle and heather and bunch of us  have become pretty close... so we all have been hangin out here alot lately.. haha i love them to death, and well track starts on the 22nd and well me and lauren have been goin runnin for a few days.. and im gettin exicted cause this year its my year :) but thats pretty much everything right now just comment if ya want too <3 



 23 :)
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[Wednesday
February 1st, 2006
6:45pm]
  • well lets just put it this way, i pr0bably wont be udpatin unLess I get realLy bored.. cause right now ive been havin al0t of fun with girls on the weekendS & well a couple of hotties that ive been talkin to here lately..haha i love love love being single..its ten times better than havin a boyfriend that treats you like shit haha.. but other than all that great stuff, during the week just scho0l, sometimes games, tannin bed & well gettin ready for track season :) but this pretty much sums it all Up :) comment if ya want too.. <3

 

  • I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, chasing you, and most of all...for not hating you which I know I should..but I can't.
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[Saturday
January 21st, 2006
2:32am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | girL fight ` ]

  • well this last update about everything with the appalachia people & the comments i got..i was really pissed at some of the girls that had said shit personally at the game, and sable your not one of them, i really dont have anything against you at all i like you & to be honest i like a lot of people from appy just because i say shit doesnt mean i mean it.. Hell i did at the time cause damn some of the shit people said was freakin  gay and i dont take shit... and the anonymous commenters sayin im ugly and all that shit.. hell you can say what you want to, i dont care thats your opinion but damn you cant act like you didnt say shit at the game.. EVERYONE did.. from the crazy fans to some of the cheerleaders just doin stupid stuff like with the cheers and shit.. and :fat bitch" i was talkin about.. shes not even in Hs.. she was the like the only person that was like screamin at the cheerleaders and stuff..talk about me being rude damn at the game some people form appalachia raised pure Hell..and yah i know some of us did too.. but yeah it was just a basketball game and im over it now.. and then you all decide to leave comments.. ohh what a week later? shit im over it and i dont have nothing against Anyone! hell i goin to start shit cause personally i dont care... but getting my parents involved like some people from appy did.. yah thats fucked up. its HIgh school drama that EVERYONE goes through and damn gettin  parents involved is just plain out stupid...thats when problems really occur.. and yeah i dont know personally about our football team but from their coach were suppose to be a good team and hell you all say it too about your players..every damn team does.. and talk about me updatin and sayin shit.. let me tell ya something ive heard some of the things that you all siad in your journals that you made it friends only.. well someone from appy let me read em and damn kinda sounds worse than mine...but all im goin to say is.. the appalachia game was LAST week.. its over and yah you all are better than our varsity teams.. espically that night & to be honest things were all about what pv people did.. it was appalchia too so noone should just be bitchin about what i did and some of my friends.. it was both.. and now that i read back over my journal yeahh it was kinda messed up and i know i shouldnt have said some of the things i said.. but like ive said it goes both ways.. but im stoppin things here, comment annoymously all you want cause after this update im deleting this things, this thing is ONE wold.. DRAMA and i aint bein apart of it... so to all You appalachia people i aint got a problem with you and i aint "talkin shit".. just stop all the bullshit okay! cause i am and so is the rest 0f my friends.. so just drop it at this.. or if ya dont want to then thats okay im not a pussy and backin out of anything, im just keepin my ass outta trouble and drama its all stupid and immature now.. so im done!
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[Wednesday
January 18th, 2006
3:55am]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | ray j - one wiSh ]

  • well its been a few days since ive updated again, haha i stay busy no kiddin, all i ever do anymore is go to scho0l & cheer at freakin basketball games...ugh and well acourse on the weekend i hang out with my girls which always end up bein so00 much fun :) and this weekend was pretty good...

 

  • friday - well i went to scho0l which was boring as hell.. espically geometry i hate that class.. its hard to stay awake, but after scho0l me and morgan came back to my house and got ready for the game against appy at home so we ordered a pizza and just hung around till it was time to get ready then danielle came and got us and we picked shawnee up and headed to the game.. well lets just say appalachia girls are fuckin hilarious haha.. they say and start sooo much shit its not even funny & espically that  big bitch!..( whatcha gonna do with all that junk all that junk inside that trunck) damnn that was funny and some crazy ass guy was like the only one standin up in the stands something something and actin fuckin crazy sheww their pathetic really, but they did end up winnin but hell its basketball.. everyone knows that FOOTBALL is the sport wise county.. duhhh and lets just say next year we'll kick your alls ass's again.. for ohhh what over like 10 years haha? well anways enough about that. after the game me kp heather and morgan headed to taco bell grabbed something to eat than met up with brian and we all headed to huddle house to see who was up there. and well after a while we dropped him off and then he met us at kps and he picked us up there and took us back to my house and well lets just say that night was freakin awesome... and man did you get us ( SYKE) haha.. damnn dumb bitches these days :) and well i talked to brian and headed to bed around 4:45 i guess? sheww i was about dead.

 

  • saturday - well we all got up around 12 something, ate breakfast and we decided to go look at prom dresses cause it came a big blizzard outside so we had nothing else to do, so i got ready and well we dropped heather off at her house and then morgan, then finally me and kp headed into littons and i tried on some prom dresses and shewww im still confused, cause i found about 4 dresses i like, but brian still hasnt made up his mind.. hell this is our last year with our friends that are graduating and i wanna spend it with them but most of all i wanna go with him, he just doesnt really realize how bad :( even tho we are just frieNds now haha.. well later on me and kp went to her house and danielle came over then me and kp headed to shawnees cause we had to pick her and kday up haha.. so we all went to lil mexico and met up with danielle and her dad & susan.. so after all of us ate i came home got ready then we all headed out for awhile which wasnt that great but good i guess.. then me morgan danielle and kiesha and oh yeah delmas came back to my house to play some rook and then brian ended up comin haha.. so we all played and the guys left arond 1 i suppose then we all just sat up talked for a bit then they went to bed and i talked to brian till 4 something again lol sheww.. so finally i went to sleep.

 

  • sunday - got up arond 12 something kp had to leave.. but me morgan and danii picked up shawnee and we headed to the store and picked up a bunch of snack food and went and got some movies.. and then headed back to danielles and kp came over and we picked up heather and went and got a pizza and did a lil pay phone thing which was hilarious...i bet whitney liked it th0 haha :) well we came back to danielles and it was me morgan danielle shawnee kp heather and whitney and then jay and cedric stopped by, and well just hung out and watched a movie then everyone left but me shawnee danielle and kp and we just acted stupid and went out haha i like our new game its awesome!! well i came home and just took a shower and headed to bed.

 

  • the rest of the week is pratically goin to suck ass, just basketball games.. and tonight was the pound game and my mother was a fuckin bitch and wouldnt let me go.. i cant stand that woman shes always in my business and just out to fuck everything up!! eww i cant stand her, not one bit. i just need to keep my distance cause i mean honestly im liable to beat the shit outta her one day and shes got it comin! haha.. well anways if IM not (grounded this weekend) then hopefully i can hang out with my girls.. cause shit their awesome and wayy better than any boy! and this weekend im goin to miss you KP!!!!!!!!!!!

 

  • an0ther thing, brian did a little something a few weeks ago and lied about it, so we ended things for good.. and we didnt even speak to eachother but let me tell ya something its sooooo hard gettin over someone that you had been with for a whole year and best friends before that.. and well we tried being the friends thing and well that sucks ass too.. cause  when you still have that lil feeling for someone its soo hard to get rid of espically if your around them still. cause hell im friends with his and he is with mine.. and i came to realize yeah i hated him for the first 5 days but its better to have him as a friend than nothing at all.. cause i stayed upset.. but ive done some pretty bad things to so thats why i kinda got over it. but right now after this weekend talkin forever.. i think were goin to start things out slowww.. like when we first startin talkin last year.. hell we havent kissed or ) did anything ) for 3 weeks today.. haha kinda sucks ass too.. but i can get over that cause im sick of being hurt all the time and i really do wanna make it right but not soo soon ya know, caues hell what he did still wont change.. and HB! good job gettin a junior i guesS it just proves how low you can go... haha fuckin with other girls boyfriends.. man must be awesome but at least now everyone knows how you really are .. drunk or not ;) well  enough of this drama haha.

 

  • c0mment me bItCHES :)

 

  • &&why cant i just give up;;
    when theres no reason to hold on. . .

  • yea im the girl ; the one thats always lost ; the one
    with the fake smile ; the girl who seems so strong but
    daily continues to break ; that girl whose always there
    and seems to have no problems of her own ; the one who
    holds back tears , until shes off the phone ; that girl
    is in love ; with a guy who doesnt even TRY to understand

 
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[Thursday
January 5th, 2006
8:45pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | let me let go - faith hiLL ]

  • well break is actually 0ver, and let me tell ya i enjoyed every minute of it, haha.. yeah us girls got into some trouble but hell doesnt everyone every once in awhile, new years was fun, i got to spend it with my friends, and then that night i stayed with kp by myself, and well lets just say we didnt go to sleep till " 5" cause.....uhhhh well anways haha, the next mornin we didnt wake up till 3 and so we slept half the day away but danielle and darcie came to her house and then we all headed back to my house and morgan & heather came over, and we went to wise to the haunted orphanage [sp] and the suzie tree is appy, which was a very fun and exciting night.. haha well at about 11 something we all stayed at my house which was pretty fun minus a few things, but hell im over it now and so is my mother haha..but i also went to the coal classic with pat, awhh i love him & i missed him like crazy too.. its weird not havin all the people here this year that has already graduated and damn this years class is almost graduating & thats when it will be sad, cause ill miss my senior girls & well ethan too haha.. but over all my break was pretty damn fun & well now all i can look forward to are the weekends.

 

  • tomorrow we have a freakin super to cheer at in clintwood.. which i dread cause we wont get home till about ohh 12 or so, and i hate when half my weekend is took up, but at least i think everyone is goin so thats something to do i guess.. cause big stone has nothing to do, haha.

 

  • saturday - ohh i g0t some plans and keshia i wanna include you in them so if ya read this message me :) and im also goin to go prom dress shoppin, i know its early & plans might change but just in case... i hope i do tho cause all my girls are goin this year and i think it would be fun.

 

  • scho0l - well yeah its second semester n0w and i have pretty good classes and stuff except geometry damn i hate math, so this is goin to be a great semester in there.. uhhh nott i know ill have to get a tutor, but my other classes are keyboarding drivers ed & 20th centrury history which is pretty easy, and well family - ahh my moms got diabites now and which sucks fer her cause she loves sweets and shit and now she cant eat em.. haha but were all gettin along as of right now, .. i quit the dance squad. long ass story so im not even gon to talk about it,. cheerleadin goin pretty go0d we always have fun when were together, well maybe just a few of us haha... and well my girls - sheww i dont know what id do with out them we all had fun the 0ther night and hopefully we can do that again ohhh should i say this weekend? haha.. but i know this update was sort of random, but im done now i just got a calL ;)

 

  • i expect some comments bitches.. i l0ve you alL <3
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[Monday
December 26th, 2005
6:16pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | i just cant live a lie - carrie underwood ]

  • welL its been a few days, and well cHristmas is  n0w over and i had a pretty good christmas minus a few things acourse something always has to go wrong on a holiday for me and BM! well anways ill start with friday cause tuesday through thursday i was grounded haha.

 

  • friday - well i woke up around 12 i suppose? and i ate some breakfast and then me and my mother started rappin presents since we didnt have no one single one rapped yet haha.. soo that took up most of my day and then later on i started to gettin ready cause me and brian were goin to ktown to eat and see a movie he was suppose to be there @ at least 5 and he didnt show up till 6:30, he is always late i mean no kiddin, but he finally got here to pick me up and we hurried to ktown cause our movie started at 7:30 and we made it just in time haha.. we saw "fun with dick & jane" haha which was a very funny movie, well after the movie we got some food and we stopped my his farm ;) and then headed back to my house and we went to the basement and "watched some tV" haha.. and well he left around 12 something and i headed to bed.

 

  • saturday - well it was christmas eve and i got up started cleannin up the house & helped mom out a lil bit, later on i took a shower and got ready then morgan called and we decided to exchange gifts so she can down around 4 we  exchanged gifts which she got me two shirts which were very pretty underwear from vS and jessica simpson stuff.. i love my TBF :) haha i dont know what id do without her thanks girl!! well we watched a movie then she got to eat with us and the whole family came down, which the family didnt get into argument but me and brian did....he was suppose to come eat with me and get his presesnts at 6 okay he didnt show up tIll 9:30 and then he had to go out with sean so he got his shit and left.. kinda pathetic really, i got him a sweatshirt from ae, a murphy shirt which was awesome that i found one with his last name on it haha, a football mug thing that cools beers haha with skoal and cookies mom made him haha, i also got him a uk tee-shirt with some pics i had blown up for him and for his big present i went and had a big blow up poster made of him when he was runnin the ball.. its soo co0l lookin, so he got his things and left acourse just like always.. sometimes i wonder why im soo nice to that boy, he doesnt do anything for me ... well i just cleaned up and went to bed.

 

  • sunday - well my dad and came woke me up at 8, which it  was very hard to wake me  up haha ..well i went dowstairs and mammaw and mom were cookin some breakfast then joshua ian and adrienne came over to eat and open presents.. well my christmas was great, i got a bunch of clothes, a canopy thing for my bed some boots,shocks, and everything possible & some money like 500  dollars haha..so everything was great acourse, and well ian got some lil basketball thing so me and brother played horse and a bunch of shit for 3 hours all of us didnt come out of the basement till 1 haha & we had went down there at 8:30, but we had fun and well later on i went back to bed cause i was worn out, and then woke back up got in the shower and headed to the movies with my parents and josh & adrienne we saw "cheaper by the dozen 2" which was a good movie soo we had fun & then i just came home and "sat around for awhile" then went to bed.

 

  • monday - well this mornin my mom came and woke me up at 5 cause we wanted to hit the malls before everything was gone and crowded so i got ready then we headed out got some breakfast then went to Jc malL woahhh did i spend a shit load of money there too haha.. i got a bunch more clothes and other things and then we went back to kingsport mall i bought a few more things then we ate at texas road house and well came home around 1 something and i talked on the computer for awhile & tried talkin to brian.. but No that fuckstick never wants to do anything...he lives a boring life no joke & hes always stuck up seans asS i mean i love sean hes awesome but damn i dont see brian anymore haha.. but its startin to be okay ;). anways im now just settin here tryin to figure something out what i can do tonight.

 

  • i Miss my gIrls!! guys were doin something either tomorrow or sometime soon im about to go crazy stayin in this hell whole haha, so hoLler at me ladies :)

 

  • well i just thought id update --  c0mments????

 

  • "You're just jealous cuz I had something you'll never have." "Wrong. I'm jealous cuz you had something i'll never have and you threw it all away."

 

  •  

    Let's start over. Let's forget our problems.

    Let's put our past behind us and never bring it up again.

    Like they say, we can't live or love in the past.

    Let's throw all our problems away.

    I’ll give you my trust if you give me yours.

    Let's fall in love, the right way
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[Tuesday
December 20th, 2005
12:21pm]
[ music | sinple plan "perfect" ]

  • welL my computer is now being disconnected because my parents are physco and hate me, so my phone , computer and everything is being taken away so i wont be updating anym0re.. well i doubt it anways :(

 

  • and it seems for the past two years nothing i have done has been good enough for you all , ive made mistakes and did things that i shouldnt have but thats my life, my mistakes, and my wrong doing, but people learn from what they do and i have, but  that doesnt mean that you should try to conrtol me. yeah you are my parents and i do "live under your roof" daD.. but you dont know about the things that happen when your not around, mom has completely ruined everything in my life, she she thinks she knows everything about me,my friends,my boyfriend, my whole life, shes tryin to live my life just because she didnt get to do things in highschool shes taking it out on me, these past two years have been nothing but bad and i cant take it anymore, ive tired of living this life, espically depressed all the time.. i wanna live through HIghschool the next two years that i have left with my friends and having fun, but how can i when you dont even trust me enough to go out..im tired of being treated like a little kid, im not and i know im not mature right now, but i dont wanna be thats who i am ,and no im not like my brother im not perfect, i dont have a good job or make a lot of money , or have that good of grades. im sorry okay.. im sorry that im not everyything you wanted me to be and i didnt  become what you exeactly wanted in your little girl but i cant be perfect and i may not ever be what you expected me to be.. but i cant help that i have problems & issues that i need to take care of MYSELF you dont need to be in my life and interfer with my problems.. and tell me how stupid i am if i make the choice i make.. it has nothing to do with you, all you are suppose to do it be there for ME and only me.. help me through my problems not control them i can deal with things on my own i want you there for me and behind me not tellin me what i did wrong. all ive wanted was to be good enough for you, make you proud but i havent... ive tried i have , ive also tried to talk to you but you dont understand me.. you just turn away and not try to listen to me , but i guess its too late and we cant go back so im sorry i cant be perfect..and you just think im wastin my time doin things i wanna do, but you gotta know that i need to earn your trust but you wont give me the chance, but it just huets when you disapprove all along, i cant pretend that im alright & you cant change me, but do you remember when we use to get along yeah it just seems far away now & you just dont care anymore..but i cant stand another fight and honestly i dont think nothings goin to be alright & nothing is goin to change the things that you said & i mean it nothings goin to make this right again.. the family i once loved and cared about..has drifted apart and i guess it is because of me but I am sorry for the things that ive done and said and how i hurt you all most of the time but you did it too.. its not just me... :(

 

 

  • im g0ne.. comment if ya want t0 though `

 

 
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[Wednesday
December 14th, 2005
8:37pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | mark willis - help me fall ]

  • Heres a Lil s0mething, and im not goin to update about my weEKend cause it just sucked ass really s0 heres this :)

 

  • Thirteen random things you like...
    01) taking pictures
    02) the WeeKend
    03) clothes
    04) spendin time with my gIRls &  brian
    05) ruNnin the hurdles in track :)
    06) lipgloss
    07) ridin fourwHeelers
    08) taking showers
    09) my cell phone
    10) huff rock.. haha
    11) my fan in my room
    12) love quotes
    13) double that 8... hmm hard to figure out?? lol
    Twelve movies...
    01) The Notebook
    02) house of wax
    03) just friends
    04) 40 year old virgin
    05) my bosses daughter
    06) saw 1 & 2
    07) anchorman
  • 08) diary of a mad black woman
    10) Just Married
    11) cinderella story
    12) Mean Girls

    Eleven good bands/artists...
    01) miranda lambert
    02) mark willis
    03) stained
    04) mariah carey
    05) Jagged Edge
    06) Lifehouse
    07) Usher
    08) kelly rowland
    09) trina
    10) Pussycat Dolls
    11) nickleback

    Ten things about y0u...
    01)i hate being lied to
    02) I get mad very easily
    03) i cant stand two faced people
    04) I'm a crazy person, meaning im fun to be around haha
    05) baby blue is my favorite color
    06)me and mom never get along.. we fight constantly
    07)track is my favorite and best sport
    09) eating is 0ne thing i do best haha
    10) i hate gettin my heart broken

    Nine good friends... [.nOt In anY ordEr.]
    01) morgan
  • 02) BRIAN :)
  • 03) dLaw
  • 04) Meador
  • 05) KP
    06) daNIelLe
    07) heaTheR
    08) otis haha
    09) thomas
    Eight favorite foods/drinks...
    01)pancakes
    02) sprite
    03) baked potatoes
    04) chocolate
  • 05) gushers
    06) pizza
    07) ice cream
    08) chips

    Seven things you wear daily...
    01) Shirt
    02) panties
    03) pants
    04) bra
    05) earrings
    06) lipgloss
    07) shoes

    Six things that annoy you...
    01) my m0ther who likes to bitch about every damn thing in the world
    02) backstaBbers
    03)liars
  • 04) Haters haha
    05) jealous girls who talk about you like shit then try to act like everythings okay
    06) never showing up on time.. hmmm bm haha?

    Five things you touch everyday
    01) cell phone
    02) toothbrush
    03) face
    04) bed
    05) hair

    Four Shows that you watch
    01) Laguna Beach
    02) One trEe HIlL
    03) the "oC"
    04) homewreckers
    Three celebrities you have a crush on...
    01) Chad Michael Murray
    02) ryan renolds
    03) JesSe mcartney

    Two people you kissed last
    01)brian
    02) dont wanna say this one but heres a hint 2 12 12

    One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
    01) ahh d0nt even know that yet.. ;)

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[Tuesday
December 6th, 2005
6:36pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | beyonce - check on it ]

  • weLl all i gotTa say is that my weeKend was the best ever so i guess ill update about it. .

 

  • friday -weLl i got up and headed to school and that was a very boring day let me tell ya, but as soon as i got home i got ready again and headed up to norton with my parents, cause i had to pick up a few things for my trip, so i went to wal-mart and well i got stalked by 3 guys which was quit weird.. so i even went into the underwear section and they stood there and watched me the whole time,i mean i about died haha.. i caLled brian but he never answered :( so i was scared outta my mind..but as soon as i was about to leave one of them guys came up there and asked me for my number and was like i couldnt help but notice ya over there... scary shit, but i just acted nice and gave him my old number and left haha. well i went to hibbits and got me a VT hat, which was very cute, and i talked to brent.. haha he cracks me up, and then i went to goodys and got me a kentucky sweatshirt which i fell in love with haha.. well i got home packed my shit and got everything together and then brian came over awww... well we watched mr and mrs. smith and just layed around and talked and well he had to stay the night so we just sit in my room and then at about 1 we finally fell asleep but i had to get up at 2 30 to take a shower cause josh was comin at 4 to get all of our shit. but me and brian packed our things together so we could have more room in the back seat. well after i got ready i woke brian up and then josh came we packed our shit and headed on to jacksonville flordia for the vt vs fsu game.

 

  • saturday - well we slept until 7 45 and we stopped at mc-donalds and got some breakfast and went back to the car and slept some more.. at about 9 something we all were awake and talkin and the next thing we knew abe was like man look at that big deer over there and well that mother fucker came runnin at us, haha it was like a 200 pound buck and let me tell ya, it ran right into us knocked out the glass mirror on the passenger side and broke off half the door thing and also got slobber all over the car, it was freakin gross haha.. but kinda funny, but at about 2 something we finally got to our motel room and all i gotta say is that Abe made that trip haha.. he cracked us up the whole way down there and espically him and ginger fighting.. brian cant even say anymore that i bitch compared to ginger haha.. but we checked inn we got ready and packed all of our stuff to tail-gate when we got there and well it took us forever to find our spot haha.. but when we finally did we got everything ready and just hung out the whole time.. we had some nice pepople beside us and let us have some things.. ;) and well lets just say that we had a fun time haha.. and well at about 7 something we headed to the stadium but the bad thing was me and brian had to sit way on over at the otherside while josh adrienne aBe and ginger sat on the other side.. but we met some funny ass people that was drunk and well paul was hot and had some awesome arm muscles haha.. but them guys made the thing cause they kept pickin fights with the other fans.. espically some fat hawaiian guy that kept callin fatass and shit haha.. but virginia tecH was loosin so we left at the begening of the 4th quarter cause we def. didnt wanna get caught up in the traffic and well me and brian headed back to car and waited on josh & them.. and well on the way back some old guys chased me and shit cause brian was way ahead of me and i  about cried cause i was freakin scared sheww haha.. but finally i caught up with brian and we waited on them to get there and when they did we finally left and went back to the motel room and we went to bed.. awwww brian is so0 cute when he sleeps and yes we got to sleep together, haha i think my brother wasnt all together anways if ya know what i mean haha.

 

  • sunday - welL got up early and left and stopped and got some breakfast me and brian slept the whole way home and we took abe and ginger back to their house and well came home and me & brian took moms car out got a  movie and some pizza haha.. came home watched that and ate and well we took him home around 8:30, and all i gotta say is that was the best weekend i have ever had with him, we didnt even fight not once.. i love when hes all sweet and shit, thats the brian that i like most haha.. and well i went to bed around 10 or so i was pretty damn tired.

 

  • m0nday and tuesday - well got up and went to sch0ol, nothin to exicting acourse haha.. and well i had cheerleadin practice and i started gettin sick, like really sick, but i talked to brian and came home and well i threw up everywhere about 7 times in 3 hours hahha.. yeah i was about dead. but i went to bed and then today i slept all damn day and now im finally startin to feel better.. sheww im so0 glad haha. but thats about it untiLl this weekEnd =)

 

  • C0mmEnt Me =) , l0ve you guys <3 `

 

 

  • I l0ve you brian mUrphy ! !
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[Tuesday
November 29th, 2005
5:31pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | jason aldean - Why ]

  • WelL break is n0w 0ver, and yesterday at sch0ol seemed like the longest day ever... i fell asleep in every sinGle class.. but hell at least i caught up on sleep cause let me tell ya this break i barley g0t any sleep at alL. but i have a l0t of time on my hanDs so ill update about every day of break haha..and im not sayin ill remember everything cause i kinda f0rgot some parts haha.

 

  • welL my break started out a day early cause i didnt have to go to sch0ol on tuesday thank god, well i got to sleep in a little bit l0nger, but morgan picked me up at about 11 i guess?. and we headed to movie stars to get some movies and we ended up rented about 6 i think.. and we went back to her house and watched em which made me much more tired,  well later on we took sh0wers headed back to my house and got ready, later on that night brian picked me and morgan up and we headed to hudDle house to eat then we went on back to my house and joshua and delmas came over... after awhile they left then brian stayed a lil bit l0nger then at about 12 i think he headed home.. great night ;)

 

  • wensday - well me and morgan just hung around my house f0r awhile then at about 5 we got ready and then headed up to mosby's with kp katrice malcom and myron haha.. which malcom cracked me up the whole time, well while we were eatin i got a phone call from brian and he asked us if we all wanted to do anything and well i didnt have nothin else to do, so us 3 headed back to my house and then joshua and brian came over.. awwww, [ kp the wonderful game of truth or dare..exciting huh?] haha.. well we all had some fun at my house then at about 11 or so the guys left and me kp and morgan just chilled up in my room and talked and such, then went to bed at about 1:30 or so.

 

  • thursday - well it was thanksgiving and kp and morgan had to leave early, so i just layed around all day and then got ready to eat with the family, which everyone came including my nieghbor ole' henrey haha i love that old man, well i hate about 3 plates.. yes c0w i know, but damn i love to eat haha.. anways later on that night i headed over to the haines's and heather came over, and we all watched a movie and just layed there really then i talked to brian for a while then at about 2 i guess we finally went to bed.

 

  • friday - welL my ass had to get up early cause my father informed me that mornin that i had to come home and get decorations out for christmas.. and pratically be a slave all day, so pam brought me home and all hell broke loose at the callahan house hold haha.. well i ate then my ass was pretty much busy for the rest 0f the day, well i called morgan later on that night and she came over i took a shower and well someone came over for a few hours, ;) .. and then kp & tesS decided to stop by and talk to us.. i love those girls, well later on me and morgaiiiin just headed to bed.

 

  • saturday - well it was the second round of play-offs at Haysi so me and morgan got up & got ready then we picked up the jacksons and went to huDdle house, ate then headed on over to the game.. i slept the whole way up there, but when we got there we helped the cheerleaders hang up sighns and then the game started i got me a wiener bun, which was very gross  i might add, haha.. and well we lost  but was a veryyy close game.. i felt bad for the seniors but they had a great year, then me and morgan headed back with pam cause tom had to leave, but we went to the highscho0l made some plans... told brian to come but nope, huFf rock is sooo muCh Better then hangin out with him and some of his friends haha.. but anways me kp and morgan followed brian around and bright lighted him everywhere he went haha..but he went to huff rock uGHH!,. so we just came back to my house and then at about 7:30 everyone started comin over, and i had a shit load of people at my house and well all i know is that me and danielle was up in my room cause we didnt have anyone.... welllll...... but anways joshua came by cause he also has no life haha, then he went to macs, but later zirkle botts and luke left.. and then me danielle jessee morgan and kp went back to her house.. we all just talked for awhile and then  i argued with brian till 4 in the mornin haha.. but i fianally went to bed.

 

  • sunday - well we got up and decided to go to mc-donalds to eat, jessee had to go to church with luke, so us 4 went and got food and then went back to keshias ate then morgan left... :( but me danielle and kp jsut took a nap then got up, keshia cleaned haha.. which btw girl i cant wait to get that pic back.. loL. but later on we went by my house to get some shit cause my water wasnt workin and i needed a shower haha.. so we went back to danieLles to get ready.. then we went to mc-donalds to eat a bite then dlaw called & we stopped by the high school to talk to them.. then we headed to my house, talked to brian and well he found  out a few things.. which ohh well, he made the mistake anways by not wantin to ever do anything with me.. but he came over and we talked everything out.. like always, sheww i cant rid of that boy, haha.. shit i dont even want to, but danielle dropped delmas off back at the hS, and they went to taco bell.. but me and brian watched some tv, then headed out to get a movie and drive around.. then came back to my house my mom fixed us some food, we watched the movie and then at about 10 something he left.. so we spent a pretty good amount of time with each0ther, which we needed aww.... I l0ve him, but later 0n i went to bed.

 

  • the rest of the week consists of a game on thursday that we HAVE to cheer at, god i cant stand mrs.gilley cuZ  thats also the night of the christmas parade.. and i have to miss it to freakin cheer.. sheww but this weekend my brother got 6 tickets to the virginia tech game.. and well its him abe ginger adrienne and me and brian, which if he blows me off again.. ill never talk to his ass.. cause i want him to go and its gon to be fun as hell.. so hopefully he wont change his mind.. i think we'll get along and stuff.. so cross fingers on that 0ne.. <3 , but right now everything in my life is goin good.. and hopefully this time things are different between me and brian.. last chance.. honestly haha, but hell i l0ve that kid :) no matter how much we fight and bitch at each0ther..

 

 

  • C0mment me BitChes :)

 

  • wonder if i’d be good enough for you now. i wonder if we’d be right together, now that you and i have both grown up. i wonder if you could still make me laugh the way you did when we used to joke around, and if the way you smiled at me would still make my heart jump in my chest. i wonder if we’d have that same little flicker of understanding, and the memories would make you smile. i wonder if you’d look at me any differently than you did before... if maybe these few months we’ve spent apart have changed things. like maybe i’m not that same little girl, afraid to love you. maybe now you’d fall just as hard for me, as i did for you.\
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[Sunday
November 20th, 2005
6:57pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | here we g0 again - trina & kelly rowland ]

  • weLl im really b0red, and i dont have anything else better to d0 but update.. s0 ilL tell ya h0w my weekend went =)

 

  • friday - weLl i had t0 go to school acourse and we had a pep - rally which was really gay, noone even really cheered and it was sooo boring so that was quit pointless f0r even having that thing haha.. but right after the pep rally i went to go have my hair done for the pageant and 2 other girls that were in it was down there.. but lora did my hair and it was really pretty i was happy with it she did a great j0b.. welp i hurried home and finished gettin ready, shauna and my aunt came over and did my make-up which i was also happy with too.. accept it took freakin forever to finish haha.. but i after i got ready and all shauna took me to the HIgh school and everyone was pratically already there.. and everyone looked pretty too.. well the pageant started at 7:30 and i was contestant number `1 which made me really nervous..but after the first 2 times i kinda got use to it and i wasnt nearly as nervous as i was at first.. but im glad kp darcie danielle shawnee and everyone came and watched us.. kp made it more comfortable for me up there from the shit she was sayin haha/.. damn i cracked up half the time on the stage... but at the end of the pageant i ended up placin 4th runner up.. which isnt bad at all so i was happy for my first time.. and after the pageant i went and talked to brian.. and then me kp morgan whitney michael and jase headed up to lil mexico and goofed off for a while then me morgan and kp headed to the murphys.. which brian made fun of me the whole time.. he really knows how to make me mad sometimes.. but we left at about 12 and then me and morgan headed back to kps and i talked to brian at 12 something causei t was his birthday.. haha so i talked to him and then finally went to bed.

 

  • saturday - welp carlie came in the room and woke me and morgan up and made us do our morning stretches and well i didnt end up doin it but morgan did haha.. she made me draw some stuff and she told us some scary stories haha.. and some about keshia throwing her "kitty' haha.. shes so0 cute.. i could spend the whole day with that kid she cracks me up haha... welp later on pam brought us some breakfast and she took me and morgan back to my house and we ate again, so yeah i was pretty damn full for awhile.. then we started gettin ready and well danielle and whitney picked us up and we went and got shawnee then we all headed to gate city for the play-off game.. we had fun on the way up there haha.. and well we went to pals and got some food and then got there for the game.. it was a awesome game and we WON.. heck yes so this weekend off to Haysi to play them.. but after the game morgan had to go with her parents and i talked to murphy and then on the way back we stopped by whitneys for a sec then headed to the high school.. well i talked to brian and gave him some birthday beads haha.. it was funny but after that we headed over to someones house then danielle took me home & morgan came over we had some fun right girl? haha... not even goin to repeat it actually but later on we watched a few movies and got in to bed at about 2, and brian wouldnt come over and get his lil something.. so fuck him haha, he went to a party anways so im glad were still broke up cause im FREE and i get to do whatever in the hell i want.. i aint waitin around on his ass.. and well i havent been either lol ;). but i had a fun t0night over all.

 

  • sunday - an0ther sunday where i just sit on my ass watch my lifetime movies and just eat .& sleep  . thats all i ever do on sundays anymore, and it gives me a day t0 relax but later on i get kinda sick lol.. when i lay around to mucH, but at about 4 i headed over to my cousins with my mom and we all ate and talked haha.. but my mom gets on my nerves so i didnt really tell or anything i also tell shauna everything that goes on in my life.. but at about 6 something my mom let me drive home haha which she never lets me drive with her EVER haha but it was fun.. kinda made me like my mother for once haha.. and that rarley happens, lol. . well after i got home a little bit ago i talked to morgan and now im waitin on a phone calL =) .. but thats all ive done today..

 

  • but we only go to scho0l tomorrow and tuesday THANK god.. so ill end up doin s0mething with the girls this week, and its thanksgiving thursday.. hell yeah, cant wait to get some good home cookin haha, but ill update next sunday 0r something...

 

  • every0ne wh0 loves me better be leavin me s0me c0mments =)

 

  • i aint g0t nothin to ask you, you can tell that bitch she can have you, cause i aint lookin at you n0m0re im lookin past you!

 
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[Sunday
November 13th, 2005
1:44pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | go0dbye - jagged edge ]

  • WelL let me start this update out by tellin everyone AGAIN that me and brian are broke up.. and well he broke up with me this time and ya know what im really 0kay with it.. but let me tell ya h0w my weekend went s0 far.

 

  • friday - well i headed t0 scho0l , n0thing to important there acourse haha.. and well later after scho0l me and morgan headed to n0rton wal-mart and had a little bit of fun in there which that fat ass bitch we ran int0 just l0ves to start trouble ugh!. haha but after we left we headed back t0 morgans house and talked t0 kP and we all decided to have a girls night out.. which i really Needed.. so we g0t ready and then kp and heather came in & got us and outside i was shawnee danii darcie haha. . well we rode up to the Hs and talked to ethan cedric malcom and alL 0f em.. then we headed t0 shannons to eat and saw jessee luke paige and micah aww.. well some girls walked inn and started runnin their mouths haha we had fun with that th0.. espically me lol, well after we left shannons me kp heather and m0rgan headed over t0 the murphy..which i really didnt wanna g0 cause me and brian was still fighten and i didnt wanna see his fuckin ass that night but i went with my girl kp cause shes fuckin luckier then hell haha and im glad she g0t to go through that experience.. woahhh buddy i love yah girl ;). haha anways we all went to seans room and brent came lol.. hes so funny and we waited on joe and sean to get back form wherever they were at.. and well brian blessed me out in front of everyone again haha i think he just loves to do that, but he was drinkin acourse... and well when they got back we went outside and they built a fire and we all jsut sat around it and talked about listened to music.. haha and well the more brian drank the more i wanted to punch him in his goddamn face..uGhh!..and when i looked at him i noticed something i never noticed before..and im glad i realized it, well pam came and got me and morgan and we went back to her house , talked t0 otis trev and Thomas.. and ohh yeahh thomas now understands that he should trust me in what i say instead of that little freshman ..haha, yeah so me and tom are cool now.. haha, anways we went to bed at about 1 or s0.

 

  • Saturday - well we had t0 get up extra early cause morgan was goin to knoxville :( and so we all left her house at about 9L30 i guess and they t0ok me home i tried to go back to bed but i couldnt ..so i just talked on the computer and then took a sh0wer and got ready to head 0ver to k-t0wn with the rents.. cause i needed a few clothes for the pageant thing too.. well at about 1 something i called brian to come over and get his favorite hat that i found that he left here and i didnt want it cause after all the times we broke up i finally packed up all of his shit.. im done this time i really am..so he came and got it and left..then at about 2 i headed over to texas rode house.. that was the first time ive been over there with just my parents in seriously like f0rever haha.. and well we went t0 the mall i got a few cl0thes and went and saw some gay ass movie the "dreamer" that my dad wanted to see that i might add haha.. yeahh kinda weird, but after the movie i ran into shawnee heather and darcie and talked t0 them and well i found out some enteresting things.. called brian and told him to leave me the fuck alone and that im through with him.. he can have that fuckin bitch f0r all i care.. and well i g0t home and andy called me awwwww.... =) all smiles on that one.. he came up on TIME and was bein really sweet.. we watched a couple of movies and talked about everything.. hes really easy to talk to and hes fun to be ar0und i missed him ;). and im glad i listend to my heart instead of my head.. well he left around 12 something i guess.. i didnt want him to leave... but nooo were n0t talkin or anything, and if brian wants to hang out with other people then so can I, he dont care & i honestly dont think he ever did so after last night i stopped caring about everything.. him, his ways, and what he wants.. fuck waitin on him.. its time f0r these 10 months to just be f0rgotten.. hes hurt me bad this time and im not takin him back let me repeat IM NOT! takin him back.. hes not changed not one fuckin bit and i dont have to take it anymore let him PUSH around an0ther girl.. this has gotten so fuckin old and im d0ne with it.. no more holdin on..he knows that i loved him and how i felt about him.. but have you ever been in a situation were all you ever are anymore was confused and heartbroken over someone that you know you shouldnt be but you are cause you gave him everything... yeah i did, he wont ever find anyone that  loved  him as much as i did... i gave him something that i cant take back.. and he didnt even appreciate it, fuck it  im moving on this time and i aint lookin back either.. he made this damn mistake and this time he cant fix it...

 

  • sunday -well t0day started out boring and honestly i think its goin to stay that way haha.. i got up ate s0me breakfast and headed downstairs to watch movies and well thats all ive done all day and im pretty sure i wont be doin anthing else haha.. so0 today if ANYONE wants t0 do anything just msg 0r calL me. im free =) ..

 

 

  • weLl thats all f0r n0w.. every0ne betTer leave me a c0mment..` l0ve you alL   <3

 

  • You say you want to talk

    so lets talk

    you're the one that messed things up

    I have nothing else to say except

    you won't find anyone who treated you as good as I did.

  • Im sure that your glad now that your free,
    No more holding back just cause of me.

 

  • Sometimes you just gotta figure, if he doesn't care, you're missing out on someone that does
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shes crazy about this b0y... [Sunday
November 6th, 2005
1:06pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | shes in l0ve - mark willis ]

  • weLl is been awhile again.. it seems like i update like every tw0 weeks now or something? haha its just cause i stay so0 busy with sports, friends, scho0l and my boyfriend that is haha.. but im b0red so if i can remember ill update about the past tw0 weekend cause scho0l really just stays the same..

 

  • Last friday we played coeburn and w0n which i knew we would haha. . hardly any0ne went to the game but me morgan danii jill whitney and  jessee was like the only ones in the stand who cheered and half the time we didnt even d0 that cause we were winning by far, but after the game.. yeahhh me and brian werent dating still but he came up and talked to me for a few and well i talked t0 everyone else haha.. kinda liked it being single f0r the week that i was lol! but anways after the game me and mh headed to the Double quick and well i bought something that was freakin hilarious and i gave it to brian when he came outta the field house haha! he was kinda mad at first but he got over it and well i sat in his car and talked to him and damn im not even kidding he looked freakin hot! haha i guess i missed him :( lol, but  after that me and morgan headed back to her h0use talked on aol and then went to bed.

 

  • last satuday - haha welL we woke up and got ready to head 0ver to k-t0wn and well we watched [ TO ] you know haha.. right Mh? haha i love thomas hes like my brother haha, anways we went to pals and headed over to the maLl i bought a few things and then we hurried and got home, got ready again and then me morgan thomas david cedric and otis headed to the drive inn which was really fun haha.. the cave was gay but anways after the first m0vie Brian and trevor showed up but trevor went to thomas's truck & me and brian sat in his car and watched saw 2 which was scarier then heLl! haha.. see thats when i love brian when were together and actually getting along haha.. anways after the movie morgan and trevor got into the car and brian took us back to my house and he came in f0r awhile... and well we g0t back t0gether haha.. i swear that boy knows how to get to me sheww.. but i love him, anways they left around 1 and me and morgan went to bed.

 

  • last monday - haha welp it was haLloween and well me morgan and like everyone had plans at first and it all got screwed up haha but later on me morgan  heather & kp and bunch of us girls decided to go out haha.. well went to daniElles and waited on her to get ready and then paige came over and we all headed to the high school and waited on jessee and erin to get there well we all went to the c0rn maze and rode around all night and got into a little bit of trouble but thats alright not even goin to get into that.. but one word to describe it BULLSHIT! haha. anways that night thomas and brian picked me and mh up at the huddle house and took me home and me and brian got into a arguemnt haha.. yeah i know being nice couldnt last that long but i just went to bed i was beat.

 

  • scho0l last week was pure hell i was in ISS twice for almost gettin into a fight and skippin 4th block haha and no im not a trouble maker i just dont take no shit haha & i have a bad temper lol, anways thats just about all i did the wh0le week was scho0l and thursday was a half day and me and morgan hung out f0r awhile and that night brian came down to my house f0r a few hours.. uHhh 0hh haha.. welp thats just about it.

 

  • this weekend -

 

  • friday - well i went to school acourse and then me morgan halie and kacey went to morgans to get ready for the appy game and welp we headed to wal-mart talked to liz about the pageant and then headed to the game.. it was a great game and an0ther win :) and norton lost which was great news als0 haha.. but later on that night me morgan and halie headed to the HIgh scho0l i talked to brian ;) and then we dropped halie off and me and morgan went to her house and i fell asleep as soon as i got there haha.

 

  • saturday -  well we g0t up at about 11 i guess cause pam tom thomas and ashley were goin to kingosport to get ashley a new car so me and morgan decided to stay at her house cause we were goin later on that night anways.. so we just sat around all day and then at about 2 we g0t ready and talked to kp later on that night and decided that we all were goin to meet up with a few 0thers and see saw 2 .. i liked that movie and didnt mind seeing it again, haah so kp picked me and mH up and we met up with erin and we all went to hardees in coeburn and ate then headed over to see the movie, they actually let us inn haha.. and then later on whitney daniel shawnee darcie and chris and michael showed up haha.. we all had fun bef0re the movie started throwin shit at people haha.. welp after the movie we went to danielles but she was takin delmas home haha.. uhh 0hh,, j/k so then kp just took me and morgan back to my house and well i waited on brian to get home from kentucky and i talked to him and i was bein really nice cause this time im goin to work on things and it hink we wont fight as much as long as we both try ya know.. welp we were already in the bed by 1 morgan got a phone call and welllllllll i didnt see her ohh till about 4 something later on this mornin haha and brian called so i talked to him for afew then fell asleep till morgan came in.

 

  • sunday - well today morgan was goin to the mall and so she left pretty earley and well i ate some pizza haha and watched house of wax and now i just got outta the sh0wer and about to go look at some pageant dresses f0r mrs. PVHS coming up soon. and me and the girls are doing it s0 its goin to be really fun :)

 

  • everything else in my life has been goin pretty go0d, no bad grades no fighting with my friends and btw ive gotten closer to s0me espically kp i love that gIrls shes funny :) and i think a bunch of us are headin to k-t0wn this friday since our boys next week are goin to play-offs so this weekend no football games.. and seans coming in so no brian again this weekend :( but thats alright we'll just do something this week like tuesday since we d0nt have school lol.. but im glad me and brian are back t0gether again and not fighting so far and well as 0f right n0w im happy with my life s0 i hope it stays like this f0r a l0onngg time <3 `

 

 

  • ♥   Let’s start out by starting over  ♥

 

  • i l0vEyou bM <3 `
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[Tuesday
October 25th, 2005
10:04pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | help me fall - mark willis ]

  • well its seriously almost been a m0nth since ive udapted and well ALOT has happend since the last update and well the past few weekend have been with my girls and espically morgan =) i love that girl. . but halie and kacey are awesome too ac0urse.. haha and well to make a loonngg update short ill just explain it like this cause i hate updatin this damn thing anymore, the weekend before this past one, i was at morgans all weekend and had a paint fight with thomas trevor otis kacey and morgan which was a great memory haha.. i had al0t of fun with those kids, and brian also had a IV and i didnt even get to see him that weekend :(. and well this past weekend was the gate city game which we w0n Heck YES!!, well we went to the highscho0l and then morgan stayed with me. saturday my parents had a gay halloween party which sucked ass but logan and daniel came which i love them two, we all went back to shaunas we goofed off and talked forever it seemed like and they left around 2 i guess?. sunday i went to norton with shauna and ty and then came home and had to put up with some shit that i wish i didnt have to.. ugH!, but yeah me and brian broke up over the weekend seems like 10 months down the drain, but ya know what everything we had, i wouldnt take it back for the world i love that boy, but who knows we might can work things out but hell right now not such a goodidea...scho0l, cheerleadin, and dance are just about the same, and well my parents we arent talkin right now, ohh welL i kinda like it that me and my mom arent  haha... shes a BitCh sometimes, but hell everything else in my life is alright i guess.. but heres a few quotes f0r ya.

 

  • i`ve learned when you grow away from your friends you always find yourself hanging on to the one time you can remember you were all happy. in high school there is never just one romance. you will always want the things or guys you can`t have. people willhurt you even if they might not mean to. kisses are not contracts & they don't mean forever. just because people say i love you. doesn`t mean that they do. long glances are twice as better than short. learning to forgive & forgetis one of life`s many virtues. laugh when you fight for dumb reasons. always try to spend quality time with friends. go to sleep with a clear mind. .you`ll sleep better. the guy who loves you the most usually doesn`t have to say it because you can just feel it. when he`s around. is it possible to be friends with someone you once loved ? some say yes, some say no. i think it depends on how much you loved them . if someone loves you, that doesn`t mean they`ll never hurt you. nothing can make you stay & nothing can make you leave. the heart only loves what it likes & hates what it doesn`t. when you think about him, is all you can do is remember your past ? or is all you can do is think about your future ? learning to forgive yourself after a mistake is always going to be hard. telling you one thing & doing another is wrong . no matter how many times you look back,never regret what you did. a part of me will always be with you. the heart is forever inexperienced, although it can be broken it keeps beating just the same. we love being in love & that`s the truth. to love is to admire with the heart. to admire is to love with the mind. the head never rules the heart, it just becomes it`s partner in crime. we know things better through love than knowledge. people who do not take chances or risks limit themseleves. people who say dreams never come true, never have had one that did. sometimes it takes a twist in fate to make a miracle . i don`t know whether to love you or to hate you. a friend is a friend. . a lover is a lover. . being both just becomes too complicated . sometimes the best things in life really are free. breaking up is harder to do the longer you wait. love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longests, hurts the deepest & feels the strongest. no one has even loved anyone. . the way everyone wants to be loved. we all want to be inlove for the same simple reason of having that experience that makes us feel like we truly belong when you fall too fast you always get burned. the hardest part of learning a love lesson is the part where you have to walk away. he may be perfect but he is human. a smile can change everything, a kiss can`t cure everything, & i'm sorry won`t work forever. a phone call has the power to make or break. you. sometimes you just gotta go. sometimes you gotta call a past to help a future. it is possible to fall for someone. . no matter how quick you fall. there is pain no matter what. . the pain that comes before the love or the pain that comes when it`s all over. i still love you, i just don`t know what you are now. i love you. you change me. you love me. i change you. therefore you & i will never fully know each other because we are always changing one another. i feel so alivecause someone like you found me & suddenly nothing is the same.

 

 

  • If you really cared you would have used US more instead of ME

    You would have used LOVE more instead of LEAVE

    You would have used NOW more instead of THEN

    If you really ever cared you would have said it's us we'll make it work

    instead of thats love..thats how it goes.

 

  • the worst thing about being lied to is
    knowing that you`re not worth the truth

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[Sunday
October 9th, 2005
9:19am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | here by me ]

  • well im up pretty damn early, cause my phone kept beepin and wakin me up haha. . so i figured i would update now, because i probably wont be able to later, heres h0w my week and weekend have been =)

 

  • well this week has consist of a game in appy which our boys w0n =), lol. . and mostly just school, dance squad and cheerleadin practices, which get verrrryyyy old after a while., espically in cheerleading and mrs.gilley decides to bitch at me and morgan for every possible reason she could find, haha and the bad thing is were captains and you would think that we would be able to make some decisions in things, like what ribbon we wear, or what uniform, face paints, beads, practices, but NO, we go by everything she says. . so why does she puts us  at captains i honestly couldnt tell ya, we dont even do anything but teach cheers and i dont even like that part. . lol.. but this week has gone by pretty damn fast espically when you stay busy all the time.

 

  •  well friday it was open week for us, and let me just say this almost all my friends wre gone this weekend.brian colby and joshua headed to south carolina, morgan went to nn0rth carolina, Lauren went to Kentucky, kacey i thought went to bush gardens. . and halie & brittanee went on that trip friday for scho0l, so me and andrea decided to spend the weekend together, and friday mornin she came over around 7 and we layed in bed and talked lol. . later on we went downstairs to talk to my brother and had a VERY interesting talk right andrea? lol. . well at about 9 we got ready went to norton with mom and tylee and at about10:30 decided to go back to sch0ol, later on my mom picked us up and came back home got ready and headed to norton to eat and to the wal-mart, which we saw danii,kp,shawnee,heather & whitney. . i love those girls =). and talked to them for awhile and later on we came back home and then stephen lance & mark came over. . which was fun actually lance and me goofed off the whole time and made some vidoes, i love that kid, anways later on they left and me and andrea just went to bed.

 

  • saturday - we got up at about 11 something and ate, & at like 11 something we took showers and kinda cleaned up my room a little bit since andrea brought like 500 pairs of jeans it took awhile lol, and we went to the basement watched a movie, and then stephen and lance came over again! lol, and we orderd a pizza and lance had brought ps2 and someother thing, halo i think? and while stephen and andrea "hung out" haha. . me and lance played and let me tell ya now i suck major ass at those games. haha, well then i took a nap and when i woke up it was 5 something and they had been over there at 2.  so i was asleep for at least 2 hours lol.  welp they left and me and andrea just got on the computer and talked to people then we decided to get ready and go to the corn maze....well that didnt go over to well at about 8:30 dad and mom took us out there, and dad saw a green bus and said that the job core was there so he wouldnt let us go inn? haha can you believe that shit i was pissed off more then anything cause me and andrea were suppose to hang out with meador and all of em, so those plans fell through, well we came back home and then lance and stephen came over again, and so me and lance came up to my room and he fixed my music thing cause somehoe it got completely erased from my computer ugh! but at least he fixed it and we ate pizza and just talked and stuff. . later on they left and me and andrea jsut went to bed. but she was verrryyy tired ;).

 

  • sunday - well today is tylee's birthday party which was suppose to be yesterday but shauna got called into work, but her party is at 4, so i im goin to go to that  and possibly andrea  is going with me. .and tonight hopefully ill talk to brian sheww =/  but i dont know what ill end up doin for the rest of the day.. probably jack shit.

 

  • everything else in my life is alright i guess, school  well my grades are about the same and there is hardly any drama in my life,  finally after a year and something haha. . family- welp there isnt a day that we dont argue cause dammnnn they get on my last nerve espcially with my mom lately, friends- well me and halie had a misunderstanding last night which was stupid and i hope shes over it cause theres no use talkin  about it with other people. . just me and her, but i think were fine n0w =).  and i cant wait till EVERYONE hangs out again. . i love all of them girls sooo much, we only have 3 more years with eachother yeahh i know thats a long time but damn it flys by ya know, and well brian - hes gone right now acourse, but let me tell ya him bein got this whole weekend made me realize how much i missed him and wanted to be with him the whole time. . ive learnt that relationships get more serious as you get older, in certain ways too. . and yeah i know we fight but if ya  dont then your not a normal couple. haha. . we can make eachother soo happy at times but then again hate each other to, but we never break up cause ya know what if you do break up with someone that you love or care about alot, you never know what it could have been. . i tried to think about me not bein with him and let me tell ya i felt right then i knew i would be missin something, shit not talkin to him or seein him all the time.. being with him has made me grow up alot and i really dont want to be with anyone else but besides him, its goin to be a year in january that weve been talkin and datin on and off for the amount of time. .and im learnin not to be such a bitch to him. . we havent faught in awhile so im goin to try to keep it like that..1 2 3 `

 

  • well thats all till probably next sunday, s0 leave me some c0mments if you l0ve me =)

 

  • One thing I have come to realize is love is not always being happy with that one person. . There are tears, anger, confusion, fears, but at the same time there are smiles, laughter, and understanding. All of those things can happen. That's why love is such an emotional thing. You can feel so many different emotions at the same time. That's why it's so overwhelming. But I know one thing...I would not take back any single thing. Everything that has happened between us happened for some reason. And us being strong and making it through things made me realize that i could neevr picture you or myself with anyother person esipcally right now.

 

  • bM - 1 2 3 `
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[Monday
October 3rd, 2005
9:45pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | bad habit- destineys chid ]

  • Well it seriously has seemed like f0rever since ive updated, but i really just havent had time t0, s0 ill just d0 a sh0rt update about the past tw0 weeks...=)

 

  • F0r the past 2 weekends, ive went t0 the balLgames t0 watch brian play =), and hes awes0me so i l0ve to go to watch him haha.. and ive been ridin with chris andrea jake justin jase eric lauren and a bunch 0f people. which has been pretty damn fun, i l0ve those guys.. me and chris have bec0me pretty close hes the most funniest person ive ever been around in my life, i l0ve that kid.. and this past weekend, lost my damn shoes in a swamp tryin to pull out chads fourwheeler and got my freakin foot caught in it which hurt like hell. . but i had fun with alL 0f em, and I als0 g0t to hang out with Kp saturday which was fun if ya kn0w what i mean... Our boys are goin outta t0wn this weekend so a bunch 0f us girls might be doin something, and me andrea and lauren might be hangin out with s0me of our redneck boys, aww ive missed them espically mead0r,s0 i cant wait to see how things g0 with that.. but im goin to miss brian :(

 

 

  • friends - they couldnt be any better, were all gettin cl0ser and i love it, espically kp danielle katrice erin holly and all 0f em, we have s0me great talks at lunch d0nt we?? haha l0ve you girls :)

 

  • family - my mom dont even wanna talk about it, she pisses me 0ff more then any0ne, but my dad and everyone else their great.

 

  • cheerleadin and dance squad - everything is startin to c0me along and in cheerleadin we got our new uniforms which are very pretty and in dance were gettin ready f0r the pep-rally and we might be dancin at the home c0ming game. . which makes me nervous lol, but i l0ve doin b0th =)

 

  • b0yfriend - we fight argue and then make up in a day, haha thats just the way we are. . but im happy with him and were workin on things, we have so much fun when were together and i couldnt picture myself with anyone else i love him <3 `

 

  • weLl thats all f0r now, ill try t0 update sunday. .

 

  • im goin to miss you brian  <3 `

 

 
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[Tuesday
September 20th, 2005
4:57pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | Id be lying , chris cagle ]

  • WeLls its been ab0ut a week and something s0 heres a quick update what hapPend over the weekend and how everything is goin.

 

  • Friday - weLl went t0 scho0l acourse, and after scho0l my mom picked me and morgan up and we came home and g0t ready cause the boys had a game in p0und, but oh yeah i couldnt wear flip-flops cause brian had stepped on my toe and like pratically broke it, well sorta haha it started bleeding and half my toe nail is gone.. yeah gr0ss i know, it hurts like hell still though. . but my cousin michael came over and me morgan michael and my parents went to rob0s and ate haha. . and then headed on over to the game.. and the game was awesome, me ,morgan ,daNielLe ,wHitney, Tess, bekah ,Katie amber leann and a bunch more had so0 much fun. . we all cheered and cracked up the whole time... and well the game was awesome we beat pound like 40 something to 20 something. . i f0rgot the score but brian scored a touch d0wn awww.... and so did daniELles man lol, well after the game we all talked to our boys and headed on back to the High scho0l, let me tell ya that was the most fun we all have ever had together haha.. dancin in the parkin lot was the best .  and daNielle i swear ill do my bet next time ;). lol, anways brian finally got outta the shower and we all headed up to Huddle house at about 11 and it took freakin forever till we got our food. . but me and brian actually didnt even fight can you believe it?.. woahh that was the first but hell i liked it better that way anways... but me thomas heather morgan brian and otis headed on back home we dropped delmas off then brian then me and morgan headed back to my house for the night.. i talked to murphy then headed to bed.

 

  • Saturday - Well me and morgan were asleep untill her mom called lol, but she called to tell us that terrell and jj were missin.. which had us scared but later on that day they found them haha.. their so gay, but me and morgan just watched fever pitch, which was a great movie btw, but she left around one something, and we all were suppose to go to laurens but plans changed were all doin something next weekend.. so that should be fun, but i took a shower and layed down and then brian called and said hes comin up here oh lord.. haha well i waited till he got here and we jsut stayed in my room the whole time and watched a movie ;). and then he went home and ate and then came back , so we just ate some icecream haha & then later i decided i wantted to go ridin around.. and well  he didnt have any gas but i got my parents car cause they love brian adn they trust him driving our car haha.. so we went out for awhile and stopped and got me an0ther movie. . well we came back and he left at about 11 i think?. and i just went to sleep.

 

  • sunday - i did absoluetly n0thing at all haha.. i just layed aorund and watched tv and went over to shaunas for a few and played with tylee and visited my mammaw haha which is never pleasent cause shes always complaning haha.. but i came home and talked on aol for the rest of the night.

 

  • Scho0l - its the same.. report cards come out sometime next week.. which i honestly aint worryin cause i think i did pretty go0d this 6-weeks. . and everything is goin great with that =).

 

  • my LaDies ;) , welL their all great acourse. . we all have these wonderful plans f0r the next like 4 weekends haha. . and this fridays game, ohh lord, me morgan lauren & andrea are dressin alike cause we made shirts and jeans and their adorbale. . so we should look ohH so cute at the game haha. . but I love them all sO0 much ;)

 

  • cheerleadin and dancesquad - there both going go0d, cheerleadin is aggervating now and then but we all manage to get along and get through practices haha. . and dance well were gettin prepared for our next pep-rally which we really need to get down.. cuase right now its not  goin too great.. haha but im sure we'll get it, i love doin b0th :)

 

  • b0yfrIeNd - well we fight & then make up. . haha like ive said a million times, thats just the way we are, and ya know what im just goin to have to learn to trust him, cause i would want him to trust me & i think were pretty honest to each0ther so thats a good thing.. well at least i think so, lol.. but this is the first real relationship that hes ever had and ive had a few but not like this one..mine and his relationship is so weird. . but were happy . . most 0f the time so thats a go0d thing, i mean noone ever sees us when its just me and him. . we get along great and never fight, but were workin on things. . but when im with him im more happier then ever. and that matters a WHOLE lot.

 

 

  • did you ever notice how you can be sitting in the middle of doing something one day and all of a sudden u will remember the beginning, like the first time we held hands or the first song we sang together in the car or went to the movies, maybe somethin smaller like a joke that we laughed at for seemed like hours, or a day we we just spent together. . or the first time we went ridin around in your car, sometimes ill be sitting in the middle of doing something and ill remember, and it makes me think, look how far we've come, look how long it has been, look how happy we have made each other from day one, and that is a feeling that i never want to go away.

  • bM  <3

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its the way he makes me laugh when i dont even wanna smile. . <3' [Sunday
September 11th, 2005
8:48pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | hangin by a moment . . ]

  • welL its been a few days since ive updated.. but honestly its just the same old thing that goes on in my life...i have scho0l then cheerleadin practice and then dance squad and i dont  get home till like 8 something and then sometimes brian comes d0wn so usually my life is the same haha..& acourse f0otball games on friday nights.. awhh i have s0 much fun with all my girls. . their awes0me :)  & acourse to watch brian play.. hes awesome at fo0tball, i tell ya he never c0mes outta the game.. hes doin really go0d this year already.. and the game at breathitt that was the best game hes ever played.. he made alot of tackles and scored a touchdown =) . but i cant wait to see him at the other games. im excited.

 

  • friends -  their great. . me morgan lauren and andrea have plans for the next like 10 weekends.. haha s0 this should be fun, and its pretty fun hangin out with danielle, darcie, holly, erin and all of em at the games.. and acourse to watch keshia and all of them cheer, we all stay pumped during games haha their awesome.. but hopefully when my "ungrounding" goes back to normal everyone can get t0gether =). so ladies lets be plannin something...

 

  • family -  ahh they stay the same we argue  most of the time but hell thats the callahan family, we fight then like an hour later were laughin about it, and me and my brother we talk about everything now.. hes pretty damn cool, after all these times that we have faught whos to think that were as close as we are.. but overall i love them ;)

 

  • boyfrieNd - well like ive said, after all this damn time, were actually datin now... and after all those gay ass fights over everything  were getting along and actually are happy for once, hell we both have our days where were just pissed off but we understand eachother.. i tell him everything, hes like my best friend other then my girls that is.. haha, but we dont get mad over gay shit anymore like for an example if he thinks a girl is hott he tells me and if i think a guy is hott i tell him.. were just that type of couple cause i mean we dont care.. ive realized that stayin mad over stuff in the past isnt goin to change anything now so why hold a grudge over something thats probably just ruiening everything in the long run.. theres no point in it, i care for brian more then i have for anyone before and im not about to take a chance  to loose it now. . espically when things are startin to go great =).

 

  • cheerleadinG - our first game when alright i guess but this game tomorrow comin up i think were prepared.. . so things are goin great with that right now, hell bein a captain is alot of responsability and im just now realizing that.. haha but me morgan and hannah got it under control and we all have fun together i love th0se girls :)

 

  • dance squad - things are actually startin to go good with that for once, lol. . i think that all of us girls on the squad are gettin together one weekend and hangin out, so that should be an exprience.. but right now wree learinin jock jams for the pep rally on homecoming.. so weve been workin really hard on that dance and well everythings been goin go0d with that.

 

  • Track - well i know its a spring sport but i gotta get into shape . . cause this should be my year to do go0d in the hurdles so need to start runnin down at the park some.. probably get my lil ole` lauren to go runnin with me too cause shes goin to be doin the 400 and stuff.. as coach thomas says we gotta be the new betsey and andrea.. haha shiiittt... and for me to be his "head horse".. so i gotta do go0d for old timmy.. haha i love that man.. and i think were goin to start liftin soon too.. great :/

 

  • scho0l - all i gotta say is the same .. its retarted actually, all my teachers cant teach worth a shit.. so im doin good i guess haha..

 

  • well this update was pointless but i was bored , but if you l0ve me sh0w it by leavin me s0me comments :)

 

  • bM <3 '
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tHings oviously d0 change :/ [Thursday
September 1st, 2005
7:26pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | photograph ]

  • Well i kn0w in my las update i said i was grounded & the bad thing is i stIll am. . haha but not as bad, outta of all the things ive done that wasnt that bad i got my computer taken away and then i do something way worse and it wasnt? haha but hey im co0l with that, but im just not al0ud to go to places f0r awhile. . but hell i still get to have people 0ver and shit so thats fine by me. . But theres al0t of things that have happend since the past few udpates, cause i mean i dont ever have the time to update, but right n0w im home studyin yeah me f0r once actually doin something im suppose to .. this is the first year that ive actually tried haha kinda pathetic i know, but helL im doin it n0w so thats all that matters..hmm lets see heres s0me randon things goin on in my life right n0w.

 

  • scho0l is alright i guess. . my grades have g0tten way Better this year so im happy. . i didnt know i could do this go0d haha..should have tried a couple of years ag0 when grades started to matter haha,  but phil robbins does entend to piss me off . like today i finished my work and went to sleep cause i mean honestly its robbins math how hard could it be, but he asked us how many problems we missed and i didnt hear him  cause i was kinda out of it haha..and so he put my  grade as sleep?? i  dont really know what thats about but hell i dont care i guess its a 0 but hes gay..he better change it cause i mean i did the work and he saw i did but hell if i fail that damn class for stupid shit like that.. then he wont have a girl to run the hurdles this year well thats actually good at it haha.. j/k  well anways..but all the drama in my life is 0ver with the girl situation, i honestly dont even care anymore about that.. and we all have became friends again and got over all the stupid shit that we faught about bef0re, i mean honestly whats the use in it anym0re, all is causes is problems anways Lol, but were all go0d :)

 

  • the boy situation , well we started Dating a couple of weeks ago.. and honestly i thought it was a go0d thing, but sometimes i have second thoughts.. i hardly ever see him 0r even talk to him, but the go0d part is , is that we dont fight about girls anymore its cause I have him :) haha. . but we mostly still fight about talkin and seein each other, ahh hell i dont care.. all i know is, is that sometimes it seems my feelings for  him start to change all the time just because of certain things..but its almost goin to be a year in like january..kinda weird huh? espically for brian murphy hes never known for talkin or datin a girl that long haha.. but right now were still workin things out & let me tell ya hes a awesome fo0tball player <3 awh lol..

 

  • friends - well their great acourse, they always are :) they've been there f0r me when i needed em the most, after all the shit that ive been through this past year they have been right there beside me..kacey & halie i miss you girls :). but were gettin back to the old ways .. you kn0w ;). its go0d talkin to you all again... but their awes0me i l0ve you girls :)

 

  • cheerleadin & dance-squad - awes0me :) we had a pep-really last week and we looked great in both things, i love dancin and cheerin, ive made friends with people that i didnt even know was here.. but their all co0l and i love em their fun to be around <3 and lets just say bein one of the captains is great cause i love havin a higher authority over things.. haha & paintin sighns today was freakin hilarious.. all of us are stupid when were together.. "andrea - if your tipsy stand up ", [ halie - hip hip horray & the shoulder sit ], m0rgan - "oops i dropped my purse" ..i l0ve you girls :)

 

  • weLl everyone thats just about it f0r n0w, i expect every0ne t0 c0mment me :)

 

I'm not the girl who runs up to you when I see you.& I'm not the girl who talks to you any chance I get. But I am the girl who keeps it all inside && regrets it later...

 

the truth is, we hide so we can be found.
we walk away to see who will follow, we
cry to see who will wipe away our tears &
we let our hearts get broken to see who
will come & fix them

 

 

part of me wants to let go, but the 0ther half says no.. i just dont know what to do, things have just changed between me and you? know ive gave it over a million tries.. but in the end all i ever do anymore is cry. . how hard is it for you just to show me you care..but i promise ya this anymore of this shit i just wont be there. .

 

 

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